TITLE: "Everything Happens For A Reason" SUMMARY: Scullys down about her birthday and Doggett knows exactly what to do. AUTHOR: Kay49x (xKitzungahriGirlx) NOTE: This may be my last fic ever folks. hope you enjoy! ive tried to make it short and sweet x its been a pleasure x DISCLAIMER: none of the characters used are mine. Have used fictional 'memories' from Scullys past. "Everything happens for a reason" The rain drowned the windows casting an even dimmer atmospheric light upon the closet of an office. Dana scully sighed as she watched mother earths tears sheilding the only veiw she had of the outside world from down in the basement. Doggett had been secretly glancing at her now and again, her posture and expression hadnt changed for the last 40 minutes. She sat with her head leaning against one hand staring dazily into what seemed to be nothingness. A few times she had closed her eyes slowly and hadnt opened them for a few minutes, Doggett had thought she was sleeping but she wasnt...only her spirit was asleep. Doggett was worried, she'd been like this all day, weak, shaky, distant...was she ill? he couldnt bring himself to ask, he already knew what her answer would be, just a nod and a faint smile maybe he would even be graced with a few solem words. Damn she's looking at me! "Agent doggett?" "Yea" She smiled and slowly blinked again.....oh man she smiled "Why are you looking at me like that" "Like what" he smiled back "Like the way you usually look at me when you wanna ask me something but wont because you think i might bite your head off" He laughed into his retreat "Thats usually the case" "Ok.....i promise i'll be nice" she smiled again and faced him "I'm just worried about you thats all" "Your always worried about me" "Your always giving me reason to" there was silence again, Scully looked back at the rain then back at Doggett "its my birthday tomorow" she slumped her head back onto her hands "And your upset because......." "John.....tomorow im gonna be another year older! another year gone like that! and what do i have to show for it! im still in the same god damned job with the same mindless people..." Doggett looked hurt "No sweety not you" She rubbed her eyes and looked back out to the rain 'Sweety' hmm that was new to Doggetts ears, she's never called him anything like that before Scully piped up again "I mean...its just....well...........meh forget it!" "No tell me" She didnt take her eyes of the rain "hmmm..........ok......ok It was the night before my 16th birthday...nobody had mentioned it all day so i decided i wouldnt either....i just went to bed and i prayed they hadnt forgotten" She laughed and continued "Then i remember my dad waking me up, it was still dark outside i looked at my whatch, i remember the time perfectly, it was 34 minutse past 11, he told me to get dressed quiety then meet him outside....so i did and there he was waiting....with two beautiful horses. He told me to be quiet so i wouldnt wake my mom, I'd always wanted to ride one but she wouldnt allow it, she thought it was to dangerous.........anyway we got on these two stunning horses and Dad lead us to the top of this huge hill where we could see the whole town.....all the lights and the stars...." She thought for a moment, lost in her memories "it was breath taking....its a moment with my father ill never forget. You wanna know what he said to me" Doggett leaned closer over his desk "He said "Promise me, When your a grown woman and a man in your life makes you feel this special on your birthday...let him into your heart and hold on....because if any one can love you this much...they'll love you forever.......happy birthday starbuck" silence again "Thats beautiful" "Yeah i know" She looked at her desk "i made a promise that night a promise that haunts me every year.........ive never felt as specail and as loved as i did that night......and i know i never will" Doggett didnt know what to say, he knew these words where tearing her apart, but she was strong and it didnt show. But what she was saying hurt doggett a little, it seemed this strong courageous woman was giving up, she was doing the one thing Doggett thought her incapable of. He rose and picked up his things cathcing scullys attention. "It'll happen for you Agent scully.... everything happens for a reason and thats a reason youll find out when you least expect it" Scully smiled "Thanks John" "For what" "Trying....trying to give me hope" She stood, put on her coat and went to him "you mean more to me than you know Agent" She kissed his cheek and left the room Doggett stood there alone, thinking of her story, the way she had smiled at him, it reasured him that the past to years with him hadnt meant nothing to her, that she had excepted Mulder was alive and safe but never comming back and that He was here for her now, it was his responsability to secure her happiness. A sudden thought crept into Doggetts mind, it brightened his whole face, he had a plan. He switched of the basement lights and headed home. __________________________________________________________ ____________________________ Scully lay in bed gazing at her clock. it was 34 minutes past 11. A sudden knock at her door shook her from her memories and she went to answer it. It was her landlord "Hey its late whats up?" Scully smiled sheepishly, she knew she was late on rent AGAIN Her landlord suddenly handed her a rose, Scully laughed "Whats this for" "Its not from me....i was woken up about 15 minutes ago by a guy claiming to be a good friend of yours, he told me to give you this......and this" He handed her a note "And said he'll be waiting" Scully opened the note confused and read it to herself "I'll give all the roses it takes for you to reach the stars again -- 'J' " "Roses?" She looked at her landlord and he nodded towards the hall, Scully stepped out of her apartment and her heart skipped a beat, there, infront of her was a trail of beautiful deep red roses leading down the hall and up into the stair well. "oh my god" She clutched the note to her heart and ran back into her apartment for her shoes. She felt like she was 16 again, nothing could remove the curious grin from her face, she pulled her silk dressing gown over her black nightie and went back to the hall. "Right im going back to bed" "Ok! thankyou! Oh my god!" She was so excited, so curious, so scared, scared of the sudden feelings being drawn from her soul into her heart "Oh and dana you still owe me rent" yelled her landlord as he marched away "Yes yes i know tomorow i promise" She locked her door still clutching her rose and note and slowly turned and followed the trail. Scully slowly picked up every single rose until she finally found her self at the door to the roof. this was it. she had a million thoughts rushing through her head Why would John do this for me, why am i feeling like this, what the hell is going to happen when i see him, i want to see him so bad! Scully took a deep breath, "everything happens for a reason" she whispered to herself before opening the door. A cool breeze hit her, she closed her eyes and breathed in the night air, the scent of roses, but nothing prepared her eyes nor her heart for the scene that embraced them as her eyes flickered open. The roof top was scattered with candles upon candles upon candles, they mimicked the twinkling of the stars and she felt she was walking among them. He'd done it. She welcomed back the feeling of pure serenity, love and happines with open arms, arms that longed to be around John doggett......where was he? "John!" She called out, shutting the door behind her "John" nothing Suddenly panic stuck, what if this wasnt a note from John, what if someone had herd her telling her story, what if they had set this all thing up as a trap, a trap she had blindly fallen into, what if...... "Happy birthday dana" All thoughts of danger disapeared as a warm familiar voice came from behind her. She didnt turn yet, just smiled and spoke "I cant believe you did this" "just wanted to make you smile again.........you are smiling arent you?" Scully turned and doggetts heart lifted and the sight of her beautiful lightened face and glistening eyes "Of course i am" The glistening in her eyes turned to overwhelmed tears "I never thought i could feel like this again.......youve taken my breath away John" They smiled at each other longingly, they both knew what each other wanted, what they where both waiting for....one more step, to close the agonising gap between them "I'm just so glad it stopped raining" Scully laughed and went to him but it was asif the devil had been listening as the heavens opened and the pair where soaked within minutes Doggett grabbed scullys hand and tried to open the roof door but it had locked behind scully, he pounded and pounded but it wouldnt open, Scully looked around for shelter but nothing she looked back at doggett and they laughed together. "I cant believe this!" they looked around them, what once was a sea of fiery candles was now a bed of smoke "everythings ruined.....Dana im sorry" But she just shook her head and gazed at him They looked into one anothers eyes for what seemed an eternity, the rain lashing down upon there bodies. Doggetts thumb trailed a rain drop as it slowly cascaded down Scullys cheek to her lips and he let his thumb linger there for a moment before drawing her closer.......closer.......closer "HEY! was that you pounding!" Doggett dropped his hand, rolled his eyes and turned "Yes im sorry sir but we got locked out" "Well what do you expect! you think i leave this open all night for any old romeo to come along!" He said sarcastically Doggett sighed Scullys landlord looked around "You gonna move those candles buddy" "Yes sir i'll do it tomorow" He just tutted, propped the door open and left again muttereing to himself "Puh! candles in the rain! Puh! Jackass!" Doggett turned to a giggling scully "Its not funny" "Yea it is c'mon" she lead him back into the building and to her apartment "You wanna come in" "yes" Doggett seemed uneasy "But......"scully questioned "its not your birthday yet, theres still half a minute yet until i can give you your real gift" Doggett kept an eye on his whatch "Doggett theres nothing else you could possible give me......" her sentence was cut short as Doggett pulled her into a kiss. He wrapped her in his strong arms and held her against the door as there mouths passionatly explored each others. Scully burried her fingers into Doggetts hair and grasped at it as his tongue teased hers. The moment was perfect, she had made her promise to her father and she had opened her heart. They broke there kiss and doggett handed her another rose "how many roses did you count" "49 why?" "The date we first met" "The fourth of september...yes... oh my god" She smiled at him there arms still wrapped around each other "I love you Dana" He said it, without hesitation or thinking he said it "I love you too" THE END X bye bye x