TITLE: “If he only knew” AUTHOR: Kay49x RAITING: SUMMARY: If we only knew the thoughts within, would a love like ours one day give in, would we fight to loose, or surrender to win, are we to proud to strong to sin???? – A minor thought By Kay49x CATEGORY: DSR (Doggett and Scully Romance awwwww) DISCLAIMER: The Characters Doggett and Scully are not and never will be mine (unfortunately hehe) they belong to an absolute genius called Chris Carter and 1013 AUTHORS NOTES: Hmmmm! Doggetts hot Scullys hot for him whoop whoop! FEEDBACK: OOOOH that would be nice hehe Kay49x@aol.com or Kay49x@yahoo.com She was trying to sleep, the thunderstorm had took a turn for the worst, heavy rain beating down onto the bedroom window reflected a collaged pattern on the wall above her head as the blueness of the moon shone through. She stirred again letting out a tired sigh. There was something wrong, she felt a presence creep near her door, she reached for her side light but, nothing “who is it” She sat up and saw nothing. Felling a little embarrassed with herself she rested her head again. She closed her eyes and passed a few minutes thinking of her day when all of a sudden a cold speck hit her cheek and a bolt of electrifying fear shot through her body, he was here again leaning over her, she felt his hot breath at her lips, she didn’t want to open her eyes, what was the point she could never see his face any way “What do…” Her whisper was silenced by a cold finger that was now stroking her lower lip “You know what I want” her fear was surrendering again, how she wanted to fight this time but she just couldn’t, her body frozen with excited fear, her breath shaken with pleasure as he lowered to kiss where his cold, wet finger had left its silver trail of water. His lips where colder than usual, she gasped slightly as his hot tongue entwined with hers. She managed to lift her hand to his face and running her fingers through his soaking hair allowed several more water droplets to escape and run wildly over her hot skin…. “BEEP, BEEP, BEEP” “Jesus” she smacked the alarm clock with her wrist then wished she hadn’t because of the searing pain that now bolted up her arm “Ah! You Son of a” she held her wrist to her chest and scrunched her eyes as the pain slowly deteriorated. She sat up and rubbed her face. “I can’t believe it…three nights in a row…what’s up with me” she looked at the window it was still dark outside and she remembered it was Saturday She grabbed her phone and hit speed dial to Monica’s apartment “Hello” “I had another dream” “Its 5:30 in the morning there’s seriously something wrong with you” Monica sat up and switched on her sidelight “I’m serious this is really getting to me” “You seen his face yet” she rested her head back onto her pillow and sighed, Scully had called when she had had the first one it was strange yet funny to her that such a serious person could feel this way about a dream but still she appreciated the fact that Scully had confided in her about it, at last she was beginning to feel trusted by her. “No I haven’t…its…its getting weird… a little to weird actually” “How d’ya mean” “Well…oh jeeze this is so embarrassing…well I’m starting to…well” “Oh my god…your not serious…ha! Your enjoying it aren’t you…well” Dana didn’t speak she just sighed and that said it all “Haha! This is so great” she sat up and pounded her fist on her bed like an excited 13 year old about to receive some juicy gossip from her friend down the phone “How is this funny…if its anything its disturbing” “Are you kidding…your lucky…all I ever dream about are giant man- eating bunny’s chasing me over hills” “What” “Ah…never…never mind this is about you” “Bunny’s” her voice was cracked with giggles “Drop it Dana” Scully cleared her throat and carried on “Ok… so…what can I do” “Well first you gotta figure out who this guy is” “Well how do I do that pull him outa my dream like Freddie Kruger” Monica laughed “Lets not go to extremes here ok” Scully rolled her eyes and went to make a coffee “You ever herd of dream pursuing” “Dream per what” “Have you ever had a really good dream and awoke before the ending” “Yeah” “Well what do you sometimes do” “Ah…Dream pursing!” “Yeah you get me…just try your hardest to fall asleep and remake the ending yourself” “Hold on a minute, my strange guys gonna end up being someone like Johnny depp or something, because that’s who I’m hoping it to be” “No trust me…just relax yourself and the person you want it to be deep down inside will become him” “This sounds pathetic” “Yeah but it’s a start, you never know who it could be…might even be skinner” Scully hit her head and laughed “Cya later mon” “Hey I’ll come by tonight, you can tell me all about it ok” “Yeah…cya” she hung up and placed the phone back on the receiver “Ok…relax…relax” she went back to her bed pulled the cover back over her body and settled into her pillow, it took a while to settle, her head racing with faces to match to this body, but she couldn’t find ONE! Her stranger was tall, heavy and muscular his voice was deep and husky, his tough soft yet thrilling her descriptions of him calmed her and soon she was drifting… She could see her bed, this mean that she wasn’t in it, but who was, she crept over to the figure beneath her bed covers, He was naked and suddenly she realised that she was to. She crawled next to him his skin was hot against hers, she felt so comfortable, so relaxed half of her didn’t care who this guy was but the other half longed for him to be someone she knew and cared for, someone she could be with in reality, someone who could make her feel this way for the rest of her life. The figure stirred he grabbed Scullys free leg and draped it over his thigh as he began to turn, this was it…her heart was beating…it was…it was… “DOGGETT!…as in John Doggett…oh my god” Monica held her hand to her mouth to stop the laughter from bellowing out, she placed her cup of coffee on the table and cleared her throat “Could have been worse” she looked at scully, her head was in her hands “Hey…its not that bad” “You don’t understand Monica” “Understand what…Dana…its just a dream” “BUT ITS NOT!…not any more…I have to find out Monica…I have to have him” Monica leaned back in shock “Erm…Dana can you repeat that” Scully stood and began to pace around the back of the sofa “I’m so confused” she hit her head with her hands “I can’t face him on Monday…I cant…I don’t wanna fall in love…I cant” Monica went to scully and held her by the arms “You’ve got feelings for him haven’t you” Scully looked at her and nodded “The crazy thing is that it doesn’t fell crazy, it feels like I’ve known for a long time…just never really said it out loud before…what am I gonna do…its John for Christ sakes…John” she kept repeating his name as she sat down like it was some sort of comfort to her. “If he only knew” Monica followed her and placed her hand on her shoulder “Your right Dana its John…John Doggett…that tall, dark and handsome guy you work with every day, the guy who takes care of you when your down, the guy who probably feels exactly the same about you but has to live each day knowing that he might never have you, knowing that you might never give him that chance…maybe this is it” “What makes you think he feels the same” “Are you crazy, you don’t see him every day ogling you from behind, gazing at you as you work, you don’t have to listen to him talk about you in such a away it makes me feel so jealous inside to not have a guy say those things about me” She stood up and took her coat “Think about it Dana…this maybe your only chance” Monica left her on the couch, her head lost in thought. She got out to her car and dialled Johns number “John Doggett” “Hey…its Monica…Dana wants us to go over to look at some old files she’s found, tie up some loose ends you know” “Oh right ok sure, when” “As soon as…I’m running a little late, traffics bad over here ill meet you there ok” “Yeah sure…cya there” Monica hung up and smiled to herself. She got into her car and drove home. “If he only knew”