"It Started With A Kiss" By: LiveInTheGreenLight As the count down drew ever nearer my spirits began to die. But who was I to spoil a perfectly great party. It was a great party, I was enjoying the company, the drinks and the laughter, selfishly I didn't want it to end...I wanted the year...this night...to last forever... The count down begun and I was pulled back into the reality that a fresh start was begining. A new year...a new chance? A new life? For everybody here it was all of the above...but for me, it was just another year. Same job, same schedule, same home...same empty bed. I decide to wait this one out, the celebratory kiss that is. I always believed that that kiss, that special moment to start the new year, was to be shared with the one person you would be ending it with. I suspected to be ending it alone and so why not begin I that way....I'm a real party kill aren't I. The cold night air on the balcony was comfortably inviting. The fireworks over the city had started already. They were beautiful, I felt quite special being able to witness the sight before me alone. 3...2...1 !HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! The party inside erupted, I smiled at the sea of shadows inside, embracing each other and turned back towards the party in the sky. That's when I felt a hand on my shoulder, I turned to see my good friend and partner John Doggett. I smiled in question and was about to ask him why he wasn't inside enjoying the atmosphere when suddenly, unprovoked and in the most sweetest fashion the man kissed me. He held me tight from the cold midnight breeze and kissed me. Not for a second, not for a minute, in fact in that moment I lost all track of time. I found myself kissing him back, holding him closer. I didnt know whether it was the alcohol or the shear shock that prolonged our kiss, but when we were interrupted by the crowed gathering to witness the fireworks, he gave me a look that sent shivers down my spine. The crowd pushed between us and we found ourselves on opposite sides of the balcony our eyes never parting. There, under the new year stars, I found myself smiling...grinning even, from ear to ear. He suddenly smiled back and I couldn't stop myself from fighting the crowd to be near to him again. Inside the sea of drunken, happy faces he found me again. We kissed like it was our first time and we didn't stop, the fireworks vanished, we didn't stop, the crowed dispersed and we still didn't stop. Tonight we celebrate new years eve, a year since we shared our first kiss. Tonight I will stand on that balcony and watch those fireworks and think about the year ahead. A new year, a new chance, a new life...and as of one year ago tonight, never since has there been...an empty bed. Happy New Year x LITGL x