TITLE: SHE WILL BE LOVED Part 2:  ‘angel flames’
SUMMARY: She didn’t speak, she didn’t smile she just fell 
into his arms like an angel from the sky…what was it that made 
him stay?
AUTHOR: Kay49x
THANKS TO: PooPooDragon99 for your pleasant feed back X 
this ones for you X


I couldn’t wait to see him. I couldn’t sleep. I felt so in the 
moment that it had to be done that minute. So I got 
up…grabbed my keys, grabbed my shoes, grabbed my coat and 
left for his house.

So…There I was…in my car…speeding through the snow in 
nothing but my nightie and coat…what was I thinking. I slowed 
down, pulled over and turned of the engine.

‘I’m going to do this’ I repeated it over and over out loud in my 
silent car. I had to admit I was scared. I’d never done this 
before…I’d never told anyone I loved them. I couldn’t even tell 
Mulder. But I had to change…I didn’t want to loose John too 
but everyday I felt him slipping farther away from me and it 
was all my fault…no…it was time. I put my car in drive again 
and too soon I found myself at his lawn. I wanted to move I 
wanted to get out but I couldn’t I was frozen and then I saw 
him. He was stood at his mantle. My heart began to choke me 
as I watched the way the delicate flames held his gaze and 
danced upon his serious but lost expression. Even from my car 
I saw the piercing sapphire of his eyes. My gaze broke as he 
moved suddenly he left my sight…I already missed him. I 
snaked my way up his path and stared at the mahogany door 
before me. I could feel the heat coming from within. It was a 
comfort…good old John…good old safe secure John…how I 
wanted that warmth wrapped around me. I shivered out of my 
thoughts and went to knock but it was as if the door was scared 
of my touch, as it swung swiftly open revealing those piercing 
blue sapphires. I wasn’t expecting that. I felt myself fall into 
warm secure arms as a dark cloud covered my head and 
blacked out my eyes………… 


My house felt desolate, empty. This was supposed to be a 
house of love, family and happy times but all I saw was the 
scattered memories of my past. A past I wanted to forget about 
but a past that I will cherish forever. I didn’t have time to pack 
things up…I’ll do it over the weekend. I just wanted to get the 
hell out of there. I went to put my fire out but the deep auburn 
colour of the flames captured me and I couldn’t help but think 
about her. The pain, the pity and the ache in my heart came 
back. I wondered whether or not to just go over there, pin her 
down and scream out to her how I felt…but what good would it 
do. She’d laugh at me, she’d walk away, she’d rip my heart out 
again and wait for me to bleed to death before opening up to 
me.

<Sigh>

I opened the note again…three words…three simple fucking 
words to end it all. I was angry at her for making me believe 
that this was what all our hard work, our struggles and MY care 
had come to…three small but heart piercing words… ‘I loved 
you’

I placed the note back on the mantle and stared at the flames. 
Hot, beautiful, smart flames, flames that burn you, flames that 
die…she was indeed just a flame to me now. I shook my 
thoughts away and grabbed my overnight bag. I stopped at the 
door and waited. I don’t know what for…my head was telling 
me to leave whilst me heart told me to stay, be warm, be 
safe…be here for her. But my heart was a fool and the cold 
ambience from the door was very welcome…maybe it would 
freeze my heart…maybe. My head won anyway and I opened 
the door in haste but nothing prepared me for the angelic sight 
that caught my soul and spread its flames around me like 
wings…it was Dana. 

She was cold and shivering and she looked so thankful to see 
me. All of a sudden my head bailed out and I was left in 
confusion until the angel unconsciously fell into my arms and 
eased around me…I was meant to stay.


TO BE CONTINUED xXxXxXxXxXx

If you liked let me know and I’ll post the 3rd part sooner.
Kay49x@aol.com