TITLE: That kissing feeling! AUTHOR: Kay49x RAITING: SUMMARY: you know when you’ve fancied the pants off a guy for ages and that feeling you get inside the first time you kiss…its so good! CATEGORY: DSR (Doggett and Scully Romance awwwww) DISCLAIMER: The Characters Doggett and Scully are not and never will be mine (unfortunately hehe) they belong to an absolute genius called Chris Carter and 1013 AUTHORS NOTES: Hmmmm! Doggetts hot Scullys hot for him whoop whoop! “Oh god not again” Scully whizzed the pink coloured invitation to the ground and rested her head in her hands. “What’s up!” “Why! Why does he always do this to me……every year!” “What? Oh you got one too?” “So they got you as well” Doggett took out a similar piece of paper from his pocket and flashed it to her “It’s the same every year, The same boring people with the same boring speeches frolicking about in tuxedos and prom dresses getting congratulated for work they don’t even like doing” “So I guess you not going then” “No! And as my partner and my friend I advise you not to go either” Doggett laughed and read the invitation again “Yearly Annual F.B.I Ball……Ball! You’d think they’d send us off on a holiday for what we have to go through day and night” “Yeah but instead they make us go to some frilly, glittery counterfeit of a party” “Frilly, glittery things not your thing Agent Scully” She gave him a look and he laughed “I’m calling skinner” Scully picked up the phone and dialled “Skinner?” “Speaking” “Its Scully” “Oh so you got the invitation” “Yes I did!” “And you’re not happy?” “Skinner you send me every year! WHY? It only states that 4 representatives from each headquarters have to go! I’m sure you can fine another representative” “Scully no you’re the best I want you there…I’ll be there and so will Agent Reyes and Agent Doggett” “That’s another thing I cant believe you dragged them into this” “They seemed pretty excited to me” Scully rolled her eyes; she really didn’t want to go. She’d always felt so out of place at these things. People getting drunk and having a great time with one another, and then there would be her and Mulder stuck in a corner because of Mulders bloody reputation. What had pissed her off more was the fact that everybody thought she was some hollow ice bitch or ‘Mrs Spooky’ god she hated him at times. She looked over to Doggett, Maybe it would be different with no Mulder there…She imagined wearing a gorgeous dress, Chatting to Monica and John, having a few drinks, Chatting to John, People seeing a different Scully, Flirting with John…… “I’M NOT GOING” Scully hoped Doggett hadn’t noticed her scarlet expression “Oh yes you are” No I’m not” “Yes you are” “No!” “Yes!” “NO!” MONICAS APARTMENT “I can’t believe I’m going!” Scully slumped onto Monica’s sofa “HERE! I got the perfect dress for you, no glitter, no frills……” she came out of the closet “Just major sex appeal!” “Wow that is……really……wow, yeah I don’t think so!” “What its perfect” “I don’t need a dress” Monica looked at her suspiciously “Dana, What are you planning to wear” “I don’t know, one of my suits maybe” She squinted “DANA! That is why you never get hit on!” Scully wanted to argue but she knew she was right; maybe it wasn’t Mulders fault after all maybe it was her own fashion sense. “Its so not me” “Its black and its Dior its so you! Go and try it on” “Well it wont fit, your way taller than I am” “Its not mine its my cousins and she’s your size exactly” “Oh exactly” “Just try the damn thing on!” Scully surrendered and headed into the bathroom. Just as she feared the dress look gorgeous on her, it was a black, silk spaghetti strap number that fell to the floor beautifully, hugging her in all the right places. She had to agree she hadn’t looked this good in a long time, maybe it would be fun watching colleges drool over her for once. They’d see the real Dana scully not the frosty ice bitch everyone thought she was. Well apart from Doggett. He had never thought that about her. She was secretly pleased he was going, although she hated admitting it to herself she was quite excited at seeing his reaction to this dress, he’d never seen her out of plain clothes and suits before, oh! Except for that time she answered the door to him once in the tiniest black nightie ever imaginable thinking it was just her mom. She winced at remembering the look on his face; he must have had the shock of his life. She had looked good though! Feeling pleased with herself she agreed to wear the dress and took it home. SUNDAY 7:00pm Doggett was in charge of getting them all there and back that night, he’d ordered a cab, picked up Monica and Skinner and headed up to collect Scully ‘Knock! Knock!’ Scully giggled to herself only she’d wished she’d of braced her self before opening the door as the sight before her nearly had her on the floor, not in fits of laughter but in pure and not so innocent lust. The phrase ‘if looks could kill’ sprung to mind as she invited him in to her apartment taking a better look at him. He wore a black versace suit and white shirt with the collar unbuttoned. Scully thought to herself “Wow! John you look……you look good” “Thanks you too” Of course she did, she always did but this dress. he thought to himself, it took him back to the night she had accidentally invited him in, in her black nightie, thinking he was just her mother. He thought she suited black very well; it highlighted the colour of her hair, which only highlighted the colour of her eyes, even more, man he was dying here. “You ready to go” Scully had noticed they had both been gawping at each other for more than a 5 minutes and were getting quite infatuated. “Erm……yeah! Yeah I’m good to go if you are” “Sure” They headed out. Scully was hot, she wound down her window and sighed as the cool air hit her face and blew through her delicate swept up hair. She couldn’t remember the last time she’d actually bothered pinning her hair up like this before it was usually brushed down or scruffily tied back when it was irritating her. Tonight it looked really quite glam, pinned up at the back and sides with just a few tassels of curls hanging down to her shoulder and neckline. Doggett couldn’t help but gaze at them, brushing slowly past her ear as the wind blew revealing her beautiful diamond studs. Monica jabbed him in the ribs with her elbow “OW! What?” The cab pulled up and the Agents got out, Monica pulled John to one side “Man could you make it more obvious that you’re crazy about her” “What? What are you talking about?” Monica laughed and put her arm around her sweet but sometimes stupid friend “John, I almost had to wipe the drool from your mouth…stop denying it to me…I’m your friend” “You think Dana noticed” He quickly glanced her way and saw her and skinner making their way into the building “Nah! But you were lucky…how long have you felt like this” “I don’t know look, its nothing honest she just looks really hot tonight…I know nothing will ever happen so…” “How do you know that” “Its Scully, she’s…she’s…way out of my league” “WHAT! John your gorgeous…everything you have done for her…sometimes I think your way out of hers…but she’s a great person and so are you and you should be together” “Monica don’t! She doest like me and she never will ok just drop it…I’m fine” he kissed her on the cheek and led her into the building The party was alive; conversations were flowing like the drinks. Scully was having a great time, although she didn’t want to admit it. The only downer was that she hadn’t been able to speak to dogget all night. She’d glanced at him now and then but he was constantly being fussed over by the same woman with glasses and a high-pitched voice. She spotted him again, this woman was all over him and he looked panicky and irritated by her presence. She giggled to her self and began to make her way towards him when… “Agent Scully is it” “That’s right” She looked at Doggett again he looked so desperate for help, Monica was busy flirting with the bartender and Skinner was probably busy brown nosing a deputy director somewhere. Poor Doggett he looked so miserable “My names Agent Rhodes, please call me Jack” He blocked her view “Dana” they shook hands as Dogget watched on This had to be the 100th guy to have approached her tonight, he was afraid of never getting near her at all. “So John, tell me, are you married” “No I’m not married” The woman pushed up her specs and stroked his arm “Well I can tell were going to get on just dandy” “Really” His eyes were fixed on Scully, she was having a great time and getting a lot of attention much to his dismay, he was so jealous. “Want to dance” “No thanks I’m not a very good dancer” “HAHA! Me neither…isn’t that funny, we have so much in common” The woman’s laughter went through him, “What was your name again?” “Pamela silly! You know like the porn star…although these are real” she grabbed her breasts and flashed a cheeky grin he couldn’t believe this woman, he wanted to tell her to just shove off but he was a gentleman. “I hear you worked with Mulder” Scully rolled her eyes “Yeah I did” She waited for the petty remarks about “Mrs Spooky” and all that jazz. “He was a great guy, I’m sorry to here about his disappearance” Scully suddenly began to warm to him “Its ok…how did you know him?” “That guy taught me everything a I know, I sucked up my hardest for the chance to work on the x files with him here in Washington but I guess you where the better applicant for the job” Scully smiled sweetly “Sorry about that” “Don’t be, I love working in NY I have a…GREAT job now and plus that Mulder must have been a very lucky man to have you by his side” “We were…are great friends” “Yeah I bet he melted your ice real good” he winked at her and slapped her ass, she Scoffed in disbelief at his manners and looked at him in disgust “Jack?” she smiled cunningly sweetly at him “Dana” “Suck my dick” She poured the remainder of her drink onto his pants and headed for the bar “Monica get me a shot of tequila and quick” “You heard the lady” The bartender poured her two, Scully looked at him confused “You got guts to throw your champagne over the NY Deputy director Lady” “NY Deputy director…Skinner is going to be sooo mad at me!” Monica let out a shocked giggle “Make it 3” Scully downed her shots “Well miss Scully someone is having a very good night!” “You know what Monica I am in deed” She felt alive “Well at least someone is” Monica stifled a laugh and nodded toward Doggett Scully looked at him. The woman was now drunkenly draped all over him while he looked on in embarrassment. Scully smiled cunningly at Monica “Dana…what are you doing” “Watch this” Scully made her way over; She’d seen it in a movie once, she’d just make up some bogus story that she was his wife or something but as she neared him her temperature rose, her heart began to pound, she felt the dire urge to do something very rebellious and impulsive…he looked so hot! Doggett saw her approaching but wasn’t prepared for her next actions “Darling hi” Scully grabbed him, pulling his lips down to hers. The woman with the specs stood in total disbelief as Scully wrapped her arms around his neck and began kissing him passionately. Doggett Didn’t know what to do he was just as shocked as the woman next to him, suddenly he felt her tongue glide onto his and he melted into her embrace, she tasted so sweet. Scully’s heart was racing, what the hell was she doing, She wasn’t meant to kiss him, just make up some daft story so that that damn woman would piss off. She pulled away and looked into his eyes, by now the woman had stormed off and set her sights on a very unsuspecting Jack, but Scully was frozen and so was Doggett. They were still a hold of one another and they both knew it. She saw something in his eyes, a sense of hope maybe but all he saw in hers was instant regret, that’s what he thought. Scully was melting she didn’t expect to be kissing John Doggett tonight let alone have John Doggett kiss her back, that was the shock of it, she hadn’t been kissed so passionately before. She felt so uncomfortably vulnerable. Slowly she backed her way back to the bar where the bartender had already laid 3 more shots out for her. She downed them as Monica watched jaw dropped. “What the hell was that?” “I don’t know I don’t know” she had just snogged the face of John Doggett, her partner, her friend! < Man! He’s a good kisser> “oh god” Scully cursed her self, “Oh god what the hell have I done” The tequila had finally got to her head, she began to feel dizzy, she thanked the lord that the people around her were to busy with there own conversations to notice what she had just done. “I think I’m going to be sick” She made a dash for the door and ran out into the darkened street. There where no cabs about so she decided to walk home no! Run home! “DANA!” Doggett came out into the street he stopped a passer buyer “Excuse me sir did you see a young woman come out of here about this height” “Sure! Pretty lady with the red hair?” “Yeah that’s her” “Yeah she ran right past me that way, she didn’t look too good mind you” “Thanks” Doggett ran in the direction the man had pointed out. It was really dark but he spotted her on a bench looking out to the sea. “May I sit here?” “Sure why the hell not” “Are you ok Scully?” “Abso-Fucking-lutely” “Iya forgot to thank you back there” “Thank me! I made a complete fool out of the both of us” She put her head in her hands “No you didn’t…you got that silly woman of my back any ways…and so what if you kissed me…were both adult we know it didn’t mean anything!” To her surprise her heart suddenly sank “You mean…you felt…nothing?” “Nah!” “Erm why did you feel any thing” “Apart from your tongue in my mouth no!” They laughed but the laughter turned to a rather uncomfortable silence then why the hell did she feel so disappointed. “Can I walk you home” “Well it’s about 20 blocks…” “I want to walk you home” He looked concerned for her “Its ok I’ll get a cab…you go and enjoy your self” “I don’t exactly call that enjoying myself” “Ditto” They smiled at each other again “Oh My God! I can’t believe I kissed you!” She slapped her head and closed her eyes in embarrassment “I’m not that bad at kissing am I?” “No! Nooooo god no you’re a great kisser…well…I mean…I” her face flushed red again “Well thanks your not so bad yourself” He laughed and playfully pushed her, she wasn’t really in the mood for play but his low laughter lightened her embarrassment…and echoed through her soul. She looked at him softy. Doggett held back his giggling and gulped in fear…her soft gaze had his heart spinning…he felt like a love struck teenager who had a major crush on his teacher…he knew it would never happen! Scully wondered to why he was looking at her so intently…was he about to kiss her…god she hoped so she was to scared to make the first move. Doggett herd scully let out a shivered breath he saw her jacket behind her and went to grab it and with out another thought she kissed him again. Her lips lingered for a few seconds until she realised she’d just made a huge mistake she pulled away as Doggett handed her her jacket in total disbelief. “God I did it again…I’m sorry…I thought you where…oh forget it!” She pulled on her jacket and tried to stand but was restrained by Doggetts grasp. She fell back to him bracing herself with her hand upon his chest…they were so close. Their lips where breaths apart as they gazed into each others sapphire eyes “I want to kiss you Scully” She didn’t answer him she didn’t have chance too. He glided his hand through her hair and kissed her softly lingering for several seconds before indulging with the most perfect kiss she’d ever had. Scully couldn’t believe how good she felt his lips moving in rhythm with hers as he stroked her face and neck…she was in heaven. She knew they could be caught at any moment but she didn’t care because for the first since Mulders disappearance she felt loved again…she felt so loved she began to fall in love. This was new and fast and exciting…and it was with John…she wanted to scream. Doggett wanted her badly, Scully had begun to kiss him faster and harder and deeper he couldn’t believe how lucky he was…this was Dana Scully for Christ sakes! If they had been at high school he would be the class dork! The class dork making out with the head cheerleader! It was to good to be true and much to precious to rush…he pulled away and looked at her. Her face was soft and her lipstick was slightly smudged…she looked beautiful “What’s the matter” She ran her thumb over his bottom lip “I don’t want to rush this” She smiled at him “Ok…we’ll take it slow” They looked at each other in silence for a while when… “WHAT THE HELL!” He kissed her again forcing her back down onto the cold bench. She wrapped her arms around his back as he rested himself between her thighs “What if we get caught?” “I couldn’t care less!” They kissed again, Scully giggled with pleasure…it had been a very long time since she had had sex...let alone sex out doors…on a bench…outside a building packed with F.B.I agents and Deputy Directors…she’d never been more turned on! LATER THAT NIGHT It was getting light, the party had just about wrapped up and Scully and Doggett were walking hand In hand along the beach. They had taken their shoes of and had left them about a mile back. She sea breeze was just right and the view was breath taking “I can’t believe we just did that?” Scully giggled as Doggett faced her “Any regrets” She didn’t answer him; she looked to the ground and carried on walking “Is that a yes” Doggett caught up to her and made her face him again “No…it’s a…I want to be with you so bad it hurts…but we cant be together kind of yes” “What do you mean?” “I’m in love with you john!” Her words shocked him “But every thing I seem to love gets hurt, or killed or…they leave” “I’ll never leave you” He stroked her cheek and she smiled “But please don’t end this…Dana I love you too…I’ll do anything…I’ll fight to keep you” “I know…I know you will that’s WHY I think I love you so much…you never give up!” “So…will you help me help us work this out?” “We…we have to keep it secret…until its safe” “Could be fun” He took her into his arms and kissed her head “Its dangerous John! I don’t want you to get hurt…I don’t think I could carry on with out you” She hugged him tightly when his cell began to ring “Doggett” “Hey its Reyes…Were the hell are you!” “I’m…I’m just taking a walk” “Well have you seen Scully?” “Erm yeah we talk last night” “Is everything ok between you two” “Better than ever” “Oh that’s great! Well if you see her again tell her I need a word” “About what!” “Well its skinner really…he found out what she did to Deputy Director Rhodes” “Rhodes huh!” He looked at Scully she was giggling silently “is she in trouble” “A lot!” “Well I get her to call you if I see her ok!” “Ok John bye” She hung up “Your in lots of trouble” “Oh I’m so scared” “What exactly did you do” “Oh you’ll find out soon enough…you’ll hear Skinner screaming it at me later on! Any way…about us” “We’ll keep it quiet…until you feel safe” “This means a lot to me” “You mean a lot to me…I wont let you down” She smiled and kissed him again and Doggett scooped her up into his arms and carried her back along the beach. XENDX